Essay by Dan

It has been my observation that Jeremiah says the more we seek God, the more we are going to experience His presence in our lives. You will seek Me and find Me when you seek Me with all your heart. (Jeremiah 29:13). Without faith it is impossible to please God because anyone who comes to Him must believe that He exists and that He rewards those who earnestly seek Him. (Hebrews 11:6)

Furthermore, God is hunting for willing hearts, over and over, every day he looks, his eye moves to and fro — “The LORD looks down from heaven on all mankind to see if there are any who understand, any who seek God.” (Psalms 14:2). We are never far from his gaze… The counterpoint? Our lives are full of activities, stuff, and people competing for our attention. The distractions are just part of everyday life, so we often do not notice them until the damage is done.

Getting too busy, my day starts quickly, I race from one thing to the next without pausing. I fall into bed intending to read the Bible or pray, only to fall asleep exhausted. Not only do I fill my schedule, but I also fill my mind. With technology at our fingertips, we may try to fill every spare minute with entertainment or information. Television, movies, music, games, and social media all use energy. Some activities have a positive effect on me; many events do not. Regardless, God’s voice is competing with them for my attention. Despite my foolishness, he pursues me.

Yet, my choices can drown out God’s voice. My attitudes and habits can lead me away from Him without realizing it. Once questionable behaviors become a pattern, the pattern starts directing choices. Poor decisions are covered with shame, those decisions make me want to hide in the shadows from God. Sweet Jesus, how do I break this pattern?

Many people do not realize that doing nothing (apathy) keeps us from hearing God’s voice too. Apathy, a lack of concern or interest, toward the things of God can be just as detrimental to your relationship with Him as implementing poor behavior patterns because you are focused on earthly things. The voice of God always says something that reflects His character. God is gracious, kind and patient. He pursues me; then He installs peace and unity into my life. The more space I give to attitudes that are opposed to God’s qualities, the less I am willing to hear whatever He is trying to tell me.

JI Packer teaches us – The Spirit leads by helping us understand the biblical guidelines within which we must keep, the biblical goals at which we must aim, and the biblical models that we should imitate, as well as the bad examples from which we are meant to take warning. He leads through prayer and others’ advice, giving us wisdom as to how we can best follow biblical teaching. He leads by giving us the desire for spiritual growth and God’s glory. The result? Spiritual priorities become clear; our wisdom when making decisions is increased. He will cause us to delight in His will so that we find ourselves wanting to do it because we know it is best. Wisdom’s path will be ‘ways of pleasantness’ (implied in Proverbs 3:17).

The deeper truth — God is not devious; He does not push us to watch our suffering. If our first reaction is to resist God’s will, He will gently change our attitude — if we let him. God wants the absolute best for us in every activity he designs for us, even activities we shrink from or activities that may involve unpleasantness. In His time, His peace always arrives. Yield, call out for his help.

He who is drifting from the Logos — yield to the Ayin Adonai (Proverbs 15:3), find your bible, and start reading. Find God’s wisdom and affection. The Eye of the Lord (Ayin Adonai) is ready to help. There are no secrets, He knows. Read, learn, seek out Jehovah Shalom. Call out, be still, He is on the way.

I choose Jesus.