Rummage Sale

By Jennifer Maier

Forgive me, Aunt Phyllis, for rejecting the cut

glass dishes—the odd set you gathered piece

by piece from thirteen boxes of Lux laundry soap.

Pardon me, eggbeater, for preferring the whisk;

and you, small ship in a bottle, for the diminutive

size of your ocean. Please don’t tell my mother,

hideous lamp, that the light you provided

was never enough. Domestic deities, do not be angry

that my counters are not white with flour;

no one is sorrier than I, iron skillet, for the heavy

longing for lightness directing my mortal hand.

And my apologies, to you, above all,

forsaken dresses, that sway from a rod between

ladders behind me, clicking your plastic tongues

at the girl you once made beautiful,

and the woman, with a hard heart and

softening body, who stands in the driveway

making change.

The Breath of God

It has been my observation, to understand God is to understand the three persons who comprise God. Getting your head wrapped around the difference between God the Father and Jesus is one thing. But many struggle to grasp who the Holy Spirit is in a way they could explain clearly to someone else. Yet, scripture tells us that knowing the Holy Spirit is the path to God’s wisdom. Understanding the Holy Spirit is vital to your walk with God.

The Bible describes the Spirit as the “breath” of God. John 20:22 says – and he [Jesus] breathed on them and said, Receive the Holy Spirit [NIV]. When you start walking with the one true living God, the Holy Spirit transforms you to become more like Jesus. The Holy Spirit has a will (1 Corinthians 12:11). The Holy Spirit can be grieved (Ephesians 4:30). His direction is consistent with God’s plan. Paul says — Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom (2 Corinthians 3:17)

1 Corinthians 2:9-12 says –What no eye has seen, what no ear has heard, and what no human mind has conceived — the things God has prepared for those who love Him — these are the things God has revealed to us by His Spirit. The Spirit searches all things, even the deep things of God. For who knows a person’s thoughts except their own spirit within them? In the same way no one knows the thoughts of God except the Spirit of God. What we have received is not the spirit of the world, but the Spirit who is from God, that we may understand what God has freely given us [NIV].

Clearly, Paul is encouraging us to explore the deeper relationship with God. But not just an awareness, rather he us telling us that we are to peer deep into the connection between us and the Holy Spirit, we are to give profound attention to his nudge, for he becomes a window to the wisdom and majesty of the one true living God. Where do we learn? At the feet of the one true living God.  How do we learn? We learn through the conduit provided by the Holy Spirit.

1 Corinthians 6:19-20 says – Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; you were bought at a price. Therefore, honor God with your bodies [NIV]. Ephesians 4:30 says – And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, with whom you were sealed for the day of redemption [NIV]. John 14:16 says – And I will ask the Father, and He will give you another advocate to help you and be with you forever [NIV]. Romans 5:5 says – and hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, who has been given to us [NIV]. 1 Corinthians 3:16 says – Don’t you know that you yourselves are God’s temple and that God’s Spirit dwells in your midst? [NIV]

The Holy Spirit hovers over believers in Christ and dwells within them at the same time. He is painfully aware of the massive cost (the death of Jesus) to establish this line of communication between us. He has access to and knows the Father’s thoughts – he is permitted to communicate many of those thoughts to us.

What is the impact? When you pray or read the Bible, you may very well sense God speaking to you through scripture; after all, that is one of key roles of the Holy Spirit in our life. God’s plan for us exists, we learn that plan from the Holy Spirit when we are meditating on Scripture. As our advocate (in addition to Jesus), he brings our hopes and dreams to the feet of God the Father. The Holy Spirit works in your life, teaching and giving opportunities for service. In that service, we learn to honor God’s notions and his way. The more you let this sink in, the easier it will be to give the Holy Spirit the proper place of authority He deserves in your life. Furthermore, his plan for your life will become noticeably clear.

Faith, Hope and Love – here are three elements we can grasp that honor God and honor the temple he has given us. Love is the cornerstone, the under girth of faith and hope. Faith and hope are fueled by the nudge and teaching about love from the Holy Spirit. The more we learn about trusting God (faith) and embracing the larger picture of everlasting life (hope), the more effective God’s love is in our life. How do we know this? These things are not tangible, you cannot touch love as a stand-alone object.  These things appear through our actions. You cannot touch them, but you can see the impact of faith, hope, and love in your life and others around you.

Why does this matter? When these things are fueled by the Holy Spirit, active in our life, growing us and nurturing us, we are able to reflect these attributes using the Gold Standard for these attributes – we model our behavior in accordance with the one true living God.  He displays these attributes; we are created in his image; we are empowered by the Holy Spirit to demonstrate these attributes.  Selah!

The Holy Spirit is an equal among and a true member of the Trinity. Jesus, the Father, and the Holy Spirit interact and exist in a binding community, co-equal, co-eternal, and one in essence with one another. Genesis 1:1-2 says — In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. Now the earth was formless and empty, darkness was over the surface of the deep, and the Spirit of God was hovering over the waters [NIV]. Mark 1:9-12 says – At that time Jesus came from Nazareth in Galilee and was baptized by John in the Jordan. Just as Jesus was coming up out of the water, He saw heaven being torn open and the Spirit descending on Him like a dove. A voice came from heaven: ‘You are My Son, whom I love; with You I am well pleased’ [NIV].

Acts 15:8 says — God, who knows the heart, showed that He accepted them by giving the Holy Spirit to them, just as He did to us [NIV]. 2 Corinthians 13:14 says — May the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, and the love of God, and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be with you all [NIV]. Acts 2:33 says – God has raised this Jesus to life, and we are all witnesses of it. Exalted to the right hand of God, He (Jesus) has received from the Father the promised Holy Spirit and has poured out [upon us] what you now see and hear [NIV].

Can we resist the influence of the Holy Spirit that envelopes us and fills us up to the brim? Can we avoid the message that comes straight from the thoughts of God? Can we run from God’s truth? I suspect not. Read his word, pray, listen to Him, grow in faith, walk with God!

I choose Jesus.

Gideon

by Sharla Guenther

The story of Gideon starts out with God not being very happy with his people, the Israelites.  If you remember the Israelites were the ones God saved from Pharaoh.  The people Moses led across the Red Sea on dry ground.

Hundreds of years had passed since then but throughout all of God’s miracles they had experienced, they still did evil in the eyes of the Lord.

There were consequences for these actions.  That means that when they did something wrong God didn’t bless them but gave them into the hands of the Midianites.

The Midianites weren’t their friends.  They took or ruined all their crops and animals.  The Israelties had to hide from them in caves.

After Israel had nothing left they finally cried out to God for help.  God heard their cry (like he always does) and had a plan.

The cool thing about all this is that God wasn’t happy with the Israelites but He still listened to them and answered their prayer! 

This is where Gideon comes into the story.  He was threshing wheat in a hidden place so that the Midianites wouldn’t see him and steal the wheat, when an angel of the Lord came and sat next to him.

The angel spoke to him and said, “The Lord is with you, mighty warrior.”

“But sir,”  Gideon replied, “if the Lord is with us why is all this bad stuff happening?  Where are all the miracles our fathers (the people that crossed the Red Sea) told us about?”

The Lord replied to Gideon, “Go with all your strength and save Israel from the Midianites.  I am sending you to do it.”

Then Gideon started all the excuses. “But Lord, how can I save Israel?  My people are the weakest in Manasseh and I am the smallest and the youngest in my family.”

I think God probably smiled here, but He said “I will be with you, and you will defeat all the Midianites together.”

Then Gideon asked God for a sign.  He wanted to be sure this was really God that he was talking to.  Gideon didn’t have a Bible to follow and didn’t know how or if God went around talking to people, he wanted to be sure.

First he prepared an altar as an offering for God.  This was the way they gave gifts and ask for forgiveness to God before Jesus died on the cross. 

He set his offering (meat and unleavened bread) down on a rock and fire came from the rock completely consuming the meat and bread.  And the angel of the Lord disappeared.

Then Gideon realized that it was the angel of the Lord.

That same night the Lord told Gideon to take down the altar his father had built for a pretend God (Baal) and to cut down an Asherah pole (this was made for another god people wanted to worship).

The Israelites had started believing in these fake gods and that’s why God had been angry with them.  He is the only real and true God and these people were praying and giving offerings to pieces of wood and statues that can’t do or hear anything.

So Gideon took ten of his servants at night (because he was afraid of getting caught from the people in the town) and tore down the altars.

The people were mad when they realized Gideon had wrecked their altars but they decided that if Baal was really a god he could punish Gideon.  Of course nothing ever happened to Gideon because Baal isn’t real.

Gideon still wanted to make sure that God would save the Israelites so he asked for another sign.  He placed a piece of wool from a sheep on the ground.  If there was dew only on the fleece and all the ground around it is dry, then he would know that God would save them.

When Gideon checked the wool in the morning it was soaking wet and the ground was dry.  Still Gideon asked for one more sign…

This time he asked that the fleece would be dry and the ground would be wet.  Sure enough, the next morning it was just as Gideon asked.

So Gideon gathered up an army and started out for the Midianite camp.  Gideon was probably feeling pretty good about things.  He had lots of men to help him fight and God promised he would help them win.

God had something a little different in mind.  He told Gideon he had too many men in his army. He knew that Israel would think they defeated the Midianites on their own without God’s help.

So God said to Gideon, “Announce to the people, ‘Anyone whose afraid may go home now’.”  Amazingly twenty-two thousand of the men left!  That’s a lot of people!  More than half of the whole army went home.  Only ten thousand stayed.

Gideon still felt alright.  At least they had ten thousand men, right?  Not for long.  The Lord told Gideon he still had too many men.

When they went down to the water for a drink the Lord told him, “Separate the men that drink the water like a dog and the ones that get on their knees and drink from their cupped  hands.”

I’m thinking this took quite a while with all those men but Gideon did it.  It’s surprising, but only three hundred men got on their knees and drank from their hands.  All the rest looked silly drinking like dogs!

God told Gideon that he only wanted the three hundred men and the rest were supposed to go home.  This way when they won, the Israelites would know that God was in control with only three hundred men left.

Gideon didn’t know how God was going to help them win.  There were so many Midianites against just three hundred of them so he worried and wasn’t getting any sleep.  So, God decided to help Gideon and make him feel better about things.

During the night the Lord spoke to Gideon, “If you are still afraid that I’m going to help you win, go down in the valley with your servant Purah where the Midianites are staying  and listen to what they’re saying.  You’ll feel much better after that.”

Guess what Gideon did?  He was still afraid and took Purah and snuck down to the Midinaite camp.  Just as he arrived he heard one of them talking to his friend about a dream he had.  He was saying, “I dreamt that a round loaf of bread came rolling into our camp.  It came so fast that it ran right into one of our tents and made it fall over.”

His friend responded, “This must mean the sword of Gideon and that God will help him defeat the Midianites.”

As soon as Gideon heard this he worshiped God and ran back to the camp.  He returned and called out, “Get up, the Lord has given us the Midianite camp!”

He divided all the men in three groups and gave them all trumpets and empty jars with torches inside.

Gideon and the men surrounded the camp in the three groups (remember they were up high looking down into the valley).  When Gideon started to blow his trumpet the rest followed.

They blew their trumpets and yelled, “For the Lord and for Gideon!”  Then they broke the jars they were carrying, holding onto the torches with one hand and the trumpet in the other hand shouting, “A sword for the Lord and for Gideon!”

When the Midianites heard this they started yelling and running around.  Then when all the trumpets started again the Lord caused the Midianites to start freaking out and they started to turn on each other with their swords.

The rest that got away were captured by the men of Ephraim by the Jordan because Gideon sent messengers ahead of them to let them know they were coming.

That was the day God saved Gideon and defeated the Midianites.  Without God none of this was possible.  I hope that after this Gideon learned his lesson and stopped worrying.  With God nothing is impossible!

Next time you’re in a tough situation know that God can give you strength and he wants to help you.  Just ask and He will!

The Children

Mark Jarman

The children are hiding among the raspberry canes.

They look big to one another, the garden small.

Already in their mouths this soft fruit

That lasts so briefly in the supermarket

Tastes like the past. The gritty wall,

Behind the veil of leaves, is hollow.

There are yellow wasps inside it. The children know.

They know the wall is hard, although it hums.

They know a lot and will not forget it soon.

When did we forget? But we were never

Children, never found where they were hiding

And hid with them, never followed

The wasp down into its nest

With a fingertip that still tingles.

We lie in bed at night, thinking about

The future, always the future, always forgetting

That it will be the past, hard and hollow,

Veiled and humming, soon enough.